it probably seems like i cry over stupid shit but tbh i usually end up crying because i’ve stored up all of my upset feelings from multiple things rather than express them and then the littlest thing sets me off like spilling my drink may not be that big of a deal but when i’ve stored up that many negative emotions it feels like i busted a hole in the hoover dam
I want you to know.
Yes, I admit I am a kind of girl who really loves your attention. I love it when you care for me. I love to tease you, play with you, kiss you, hug you from your back and never let go. My smile, my laugh when I tickle you. I want to feel the moment when you are staring at me, fixing my hair, kissing me tenderly, hugs me suddenly or any as long as it’s you. I want you to chase after me, it’s very sad when you ignore me. All of them because I am super inlove about us. I don’t know if that sounds very sweet for you. But I really do. I really love it.
I may be so annoying sometimes. Oh no. I mean most of the time. I make your blood boiling, testing your patience. I am this very irritating, attention seeker girl who loves to hardly bite your lips, squeeze your nose and slap you when I found something very funny. I laugh so hard, sometimes I embarrassed you. But men,you’re so precious to me like yeah, I hope you understand my childish side. I can no longer be it when I’m with other people. I have shown you the very best “me” when I’m with you. Only with you.
Dealing with me is probably the hardest. It’s not easy, I know. I am very unpredictable, my moods are like weathers. I am a girl, and our days always goes like this: :) <3 :( :)) >.< </3 :D :( -___- :))) x__x <3 <3 :) :) Sometimes I can’t understand myself too. My thoughts are so loud, my heart is so sensitive and there’s so much time that I am very out in the reality that’s why I’m not that easy to read. I’m a very complicated puzzle when my silent jealousy comes. I always push you, telling you to leave me alone but the fact is I want you to please just stay. Yeah, I told you I’m complicated.
I am demanding, my dreams are impossible but you still believe we can. And now we’re getting near to that. I am the greatest nagger, my face curled up like shit when you did something wrong. I am just this thankful that you have the patience to stay with me.
From the very beginning, you knew that I’m not the easiest girl to put up with. But you still chose me. I’m glad you stay here beside me despite of my thousand flaws. I want you to know that I see all of that stuff, for so many years I know you’re the best man in my life. It’s always been you.
"I stare in the mirror as I try to remember who I am and who I am not."
CAN I HAVE YOUR EVERYTHING OR…? → Taylor Swift
“You have people come into your life shockingly and surprisingly. You have losses that you never thought you’d experience. You have rejection and you have learn how to deal with that and how to get up the next day and go on with it. “